Saturday, May 2, 2009
Silent Goodbye :[
As time goes by, I can't feel his love anymore.
It seems I can't see what is in his heart now.
Fear starts to grow inside of me.
Fear that tomorrow he might not love me anymore.
Changing is one of the signs that I seem to notice.
I just want to cry but I don't want anymore
because he used to say I should'nt, specially if there's no quite reason.
I'm afraid of knowing the truth,
but what can I do when that is reality.
It seems I'm loosing him little by little
and I'm also gettting tired of catching up with him.
It seems my heart is starting to shatter into small pieces and I'm not sure if someone will mend it.
I'm starting to loose the person I used to know.
And I'm not liking the way it is going.
What is now happening?
what is wrong?
It seems I just want to cry and never want to look back.
For I know I'll be going to be let with another broken heart.
A silent goodbye is already starting.
A distance I don't want to face.
The sadness keeps on growing.
I don't know if I'll be missing him then.
I'm shattered again and already getting tired of crying and hurting with this feeling I have.
I'm shattered, I'm empty.
Goodbye it may not seem
but the pain is growing fast.
Goodbye as it may seem.
For me the feeling is now fading.
As the pain is now starting.
I don't want to hurt anymore.
I don't want to cry anymore.
For as long as I live, I'll be now strong, even though time will have its own.
a SILENT GOODBYE as it now starts.
It seems I can't see what is in his heart now.
Fear starts to grow inside of me.
Fear that tomorrow he might not love me anymore.
Changing is one of the signs that I seem to notice.
I just want to cry but I don't want anymore
because he used to say I should'nt, specially if there's no quite reason.
I'm afraid of knowing the truth,
but what can I do when that is reality.
It seems I'm loosing him little by little
and I'm also gettting tired of catching up with him.
It seems my heart is starting to shatter into small pieces and I'm not sure if someone will mend it.
I'm starting to loose the person I used to know.
And I'm not liking the way it is going.
What is now happening?
what is wrong?
It seems I just want to cry and never want to look back.
For I know I'll be going to be let with another broken heart.
A silent goodbye is already starting.
A distance I don't want to face.
The sadness keeps on growing.
I don't know if I'll be missing him then.
I'm shattered again and already getting tired of crying and hurting with this feeling I have.
I'm shattered, I'm empty.
Goodbye it may not seem
but the pain is growing fast.
Goodbye as it may seem.
For me the feeling is now fading.
As the pain is now starting.
I don't want to hurt anymore.
I don't want to cry anymore.
For as long as I live, I'll be now strong, even though time will have its own.
a SILENT GOODBYE as it now starts.
jeinirelova thought hard on 12:05 PM.
